Moment of Weakness

So the good news is I did do a 30 minute NTC work out.  How they expect me to do lunge jumps and side squats and crazy ivan's and then do a 2 minute plank is beyond my comprehension and physical ability.  I try not to cheat on workouts because I'm only cheating myself and that's kind of f'ed up.

For dinner I had:

Grilled chicken breast
Fat free refried beans aka mashed beans
Side salad (I may have thrown in a few blue cheese crumbles)\

Not too bad by my fat girl standards.  The moment of weakness came after dinner.  I wanted dessert, but I was bs'ing myself (again) and told the bf I wanted something healthy, like a fruit cup.  We go to this place called Bahama Bucks and I looked at the menu for about 5 minutes before I announced that I didn't want anything from there.

I got scolded for wasting gas to drive there. (jokingly, I think)

Final destination: Baskin Robbins
Final damage:  1 scoop of red velvet cake ice cream.
Final thoughts:  SO. WORTH. IT.

I then came home and combusted a couple of bowls, which in turn caused me to stick a hot dog in the microwave and then I ate it.

It was an Oscar Meyer XXL Beef dog. Oh yeah.

Today I have been mediocre.  I ate wheat toast with strawberry jelly, a prune, 2 caramels and a handfull of s'mores goldfish.

I've drank coffee, water and now a Peregrino Limonata.  I didn't read the label because, frankly, IDGAF.

I am not cooking today, so we will be eating out for dindin.  I'm definitely going to try to make good choices. (maybe)